i'll be back in a week

im going back to the university now.. I'll drown myself in all things possible (studies and friends), Hopefully i'll be okay. :D

I'll write again in a week.. for now, im gonna keep records of thoughts, experiences and just about everythig so i can share it with you when i get back..

Hopefully, my sharing can help you in any way possible :D take care

i hate having a broken heart

WHY do i have to be heart broken again?

i hate feeling this way.. i feel like a crap..UGH, and i have waited for a guy that i like for a moth only to fid out that when i tlaked to him, he has a girlfriend already.. (i wanna freaking cry) what's worse is even if its like this, i still wanna be there for him,. im lossing it..

How do u deal with a broken heart?,, help me please..

lets talk love..(winks)^^

in my psychology class, my prof always use cruxie as his example. It's fun because like crush is fun to talk about. any, this week, we were talking about emotions. So we talked about love, :D and i wanna share..(YEY)

we defined passionate love as..

emotion of intense longing for union with another person

so, how do u know if your inlove? here are some indicators:

Cognitive indicators:

• intrusive thoughts of the other person (involuntary thinking) eg. while shopping, he/she just entered your mind..:)
• idealization of the other (you see the good more than the bad)
• desire to know the other
• desire to be known (you want him/her to know you as well)
• interdependence

Action tendencies:

• Studying the other (you want to know as much as you can)
• service to the other (lol, what ever kind of service?..)
• determining the other's feeling ("do you feel the same way about me?")
• maintaining closeness (you want to spend time with one another)

this has become my checklist (LOL, im kidding)..^^ just wanna share this fun and USEFUL info..

Do the songs you like reflects the something hiding deep inside of you?

why do people like the songs that they like? aside from the beat, tone, meaning and all.

i think at some point, songs offer a sort of comfort. specially when you can relate to it, it makes you feel that your not alone and a lot of people are going through what your experiencing.

songs do tend to inspire you too. I dont know, when i listen to my playlist, it makes me feel that somehow i can do things and i gives me hope. (which is weird coz my fave songs are now like melancholy-as my best girl said) :D

so what are your fave songs?

What i captured in a week

Groupie pic on Shakies..(Jane's 16th bday)

from left to right: Jane, Iana, Dana, Jarold and me..

I just love birthdays. Especially when im hanging out with the people I like. Jane's bday remids me of my age. (all of them are younger than me. I'm 18)

Sometimes, when a friend of mine celebrates his/her birthday, it makes me nostalgic. I think of what i did when i was their age..^^ mixed emotions...

Midterms..

2 exams down, 2 more to go. Finally, my archeo ang Psych 101 1st exams are done. Bio 1 and Philo1, here i come. :)

Archeo: 10 pts modified true or false
             10 pts multiple choice
             70 pts on essay

>I hope i did well on the essay part. LOL i don't even know the relationship of nuclear bombs to radiao carbon dating..Anyone? help. please enligten me on this..

As for my psych: personalized exam.. sooo coool!!! 30 items (2 pts each)..

I wish id really did well on these 2. any, no more academic stuff for a while.. (relax me)

My first post in a blog

YEY!! i finally have a blog!

Ater years of sonsideraton, i finally decided to make one. I took me 2 hours just to come up with the blog name. (sighs) i figured if its gonna be my blog, the name should reflect me. My best girl (thanks Dana)^^ helped me with that and i got ideas from surfing the net. Then customizing it was, lets just say i dont have a clue of what to do. >.< Afterwards, i made my very first post (YEY!!) But all of this made me realize, i would have to exert some effort to update this.. ITs gonna be fun. :D

Gosh, i feel like a noob. Hope i get the hang of this pretty soon.^^

About a guy

I'm single and sometimes i wonder why I am. Then out of nowhere I meet this
guy who I totally connected with. I have fun talking to him and he's great
coz he made made me realize that the world is full of possibilities but the
distance is kinda getting in the way. which made me think, should i pursue this
or what.

Ever have this feeling that you know your falling/liking someone but you have doubts. There's a lot of things that makes you think "is this gonna work?" if you have tell me your thoughts^^